Choosing Freedom

So because we like to choose and not be convinced to do anything. Here is my story... for you to choose to like it or not. And to follow it or not :)

My story is about making the choice to be free, what that entitled for me and the challenges that came with it.

For me, being free meant being able to think, be and do anything my soul desired. But as I was working for a Pilates studio I noticed that all the things that meant freedom to me, were going to be impossible to do in such workplace. And so I decided to set off and find my freedom.
This originally meant not working for any body and returning home. But then I found that being home came with a whole different set of boundaries and restrictions. However, I had nowhere else to go! I had to work through these limitations. And so I found the beauty of acceptance, tolerance, the true meaning of the law of attraction, the beauty of communication and the gift that exists in facing and accepting one's problems.

Once, all those things were learnt, I had the internal peace to ask myself what it was that I truly wanted. And the answer was to go to Bali and re-do the massage courses I had done 7 years back.

As I was doing the courses I felt I was in complete Bliss. I was in my element. I was surrounded by all the things that I love and stand true to.

When my time to return home came, I knew I needed to go back to Bali. I didn't know how! But I knew I would return.

However, I had a niggling sensation of worry. Of apprehension. I didn't feel 100% comfortable finding a job with a well established company. All because I knew I didn't do rules very well! And more and more I became aware that in order for me to do my true purpose in life and to be 100 and 10% happy I needed to be free! Free from rules, free from routines, free from other peoples opinions and restrictions.

As the new year came closer I was thinking and thinking really hard for the solution to my desire to be 100% free! I was honestly going to somehow get a ticket back to Bali and figure things out from there.
However, there was one more person that I saw stood by every single principle that I stood by and in contrary to me, was doing very very well financially! The wonderful Peta Kelly :) My uni lab partner in 2011. She was living the life of my dreams and the life I knew I could live. So I said: Pet! (I called her Pet although it is pronounced Pete) mentor me! Tell me how I can achieve total financial freedom. And so here I am! Starting my journey and my 1000% commitment to freedom.