I would like to write about the level of awareness which has risen in me from the deep experience of drinking yagé.
I always paint a pretty picture and I am also always looking at the positive and beautiful side of things. Driking yage put me in contact with my darkness. What do I mean by that? I kept seeing diabolic images and it was a ride of loads of dark images. But instead of going crazy and being in hell, knowing that I am light and that I was there to find answers and that it was all divinely guided and acompaned by, it allowed me to be centred and in peace while I saw all those images. Being there and then while observing the movie of darkness was of great understanding for me...that is after coming out of the trip. While I was in it and after the first puke I didnt really enjoy the journey and it required a whole heap of concentration to not enter a state of desperation.
It was of great understanding because while I couldnt cover up that darkness whatsoever with beautiful images and try to change the circumstances I was able to find peace or calmness among all of that and was able to understand that there is darkness in me. I saw images where the darkness was very present but as I looked up and made a journey upwards into the light things started to transform. However, they weren't separated or it wasn't like"quick get me out of here, this is hell" nope. It was more like "okay, this is the heavy part but I can move upward and experience the more beautiful things without ignoring, denying or overlaying the darkness.
Thanks to this images and to this experience, overlaying or masking darkness and making everything look pretty, perfect or positive is no longer real. Life and truth is equally darkness and light. And neither is good or bad. They just are. However, what I do continue to share is that the experience of our life can certainly be one of growth and enlightenment. From the darkness we grow. We can be in or witness darkness, however, we do not need to feel, live or be victims of the darkness or be blind slaves of it. We can experience the darkness and be fully awake and use it to ascend. That is what I continue to promote. Use the darkness as a tool to heal and move upwards. Darkness has its place and is not separate from us nor something we need to avoid or not experience at all cost. It is valuable and very very useful!
From this experience with yagé I comprehend the definition of light being the negative and the positive coming together.
Not negating or denying the darkness but making it part of me.
THEY ARE BOTH ONE, or better than that, they are ALLIES, COMPLEMENTARY.
One cannot exist without the other. They are partners <3
Image by MrNikosN taken from http://www.deviantart.com/art/Hell-and-Heaven-379717865 on the 15th August 2016 at 10:47pm Bogota, Colombia Time.
Love,
Lili
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